February 2012
41 posts
Today
I have to write a letter to one of the people i care the most about in this world. She has an addiction. I have been honest with her before about how it affected me, but the thought that I need to put it into paper for her to have to confront in a group full of strangers kills me. I know it is part of the process but how do I relive all the bad times for someone I am so immensely proud of and have...
I
am not sure if I have been making the best decisions lately, but I’m having a fucking good time.
It
Is a shaky night in QuakeCity this evening. Hope theres an even bigger one over night, I love eqs
Going
To go to Canada for a month! Just decided, if i stick to my plan then I should be able to get there by June/July and avoid shitty NZ winter.
Pretty set on this plan
I figure I will spend 2 weeks with my family over there and 2 weeks exploring! Plus I have a Canadian passport so I can stay there forever if i wanted to haha
Sometimes
I wish it hadn’t of happened
and sometimes I wish it could go back to the way it all was
I need to leave its all too much
I
Don’t think I have been ok for quite some time.
January 2012
115 posts
This will be
My 1000th post. Thanks tumblr for helping fill my boredom, find cool pictures and not being fb.
Im going to start a new blog when I have a chance, I will keep this one too though. I have a primo idea for the other one.
Ps this week is going primo got two job interviews on wednesday. One could change heaps about my life! Pretty excited!
“I didn’t want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that’s...”
– Ned Vizzini, It’s Kind of a Funny Story (via f-era)
