February 2012
45 posts
Today
I have to write a letter to one of the people i care the most about in this world. She has an addiction. I have been honest with her before about how it affected me, but the thought that I need to put it into paper for her to have to confront in a group full of strangers kills me. I know it is part of the process but how do I relive all the bad times for someone I am so immensely proud of and have...
I
am not sure if I have been making the best decisions lately, but I’m having a fucking good time.
It
Is a shaky night in QuakeCity this evening. Hope theres an even bigger one over night, I love eqs
Going
To go to Canada for a month! Just decided, if i stick to my plan then I should be able to get there by June/July and avoid shitty NZ winter.
Pretty set on this plan
I figure I will spend 2 weeks with my family over there and 2 weeks exploring! Plus I have a Canadian passport so I can stay there forever if i wanted to haha
Sometimes
I wish it hadn’t of happened
and sometimes I wish it could go back to the way it all was
I need to leave its all too much
I
Don’t think I have been ok for quite some time.
January 2012
115 posts
