I have to write a letter to one of the people i care the most about in this world. She has an addiction. I have been honest with her before about how it affected me, but the thought that I need to put it into paper for her to have to confront in a group full of strangers kills me. I know it is part of the process but how do I relive all the bad times for someone I am so immensely proud of and have so much respect for and who has come so far. 

You can’t fight your friends battles I know, but if I could I would happily do that for her tomorrow. She’s been through enough.